IRRITATED.

I kept noticing that Ive been getting irritated easily, when people talk about there boyfriends and what not. Now, I know why.. Its because I don't have a boyfriend to talk about. I hear people talk about how its there 2months, how she get to see them over the weekend, how they talked on the phone all night. What about me? As of right now i have nothing. I'm trying so hard to get over you, believe me.. But, I cant. As soon as I'm starting to let go something reminds me of you. From a car, to ice cream, to a song. It makes me think.. Will he give me another chance? Will he come back ? Geeze, I keep thinking that there's going to be hope, just one more try. But, I already know the answer is No. Bleh.