Happiness.

Lately, its been hard trying to put a REALsmile on my face. The funny thing is that i know why. I know you found someone better then me, and im truly happy for you ! i really am. But, if your happy why cant i be? You told me all these silly things saying you love me and all that. Then i realized you love me, but yannoe? You weren't InLove with me. I have the tendency to fall fast, and i fell faster than i thought. I think its because you were my FIRSTboyfriend that i actually count. You were the best thing that has ever happened to me. You treated me like a princess. i loved it ! oh gosh, well im not going to be a baby over all this. Im going to get over you, and i dont care how long it takes. Just know that your still my main nigga that iLOVE.