LifeSTRUGGLES.

Ughh. Sometimes I hate the life I'm living it. It's so hard for me to be happy sometimes. Right when things start turning out fine something goes wrong.. Fck, I just want to know that everything is going to be okay. With my mom losing her job and everything, ohh gosh.. Its been waaay to hard ! Ughh. All I'm asking for is to just be able to go to sleep at night and know that everything is going to be okay. I hate how i do hella shiit for everyone here and i don't get shiit for it (regardless). Gosh.. All I'm asking for is maybe a "Thanks You."Or some other shiit. But, Naaa, I don't get squasssssh ! I mean, shiit for being the baby in the family I'm not recognized as much.. As I want to be. I want to be able to go out with my friends going out to eat and watching movies and stuff. I cant do that.. Cause my parents are too busy paying for my sisters shiit. I understand shes in college but, fck ! I'm just about fed up ! Some nights I just wanna run away to place where nothing matters.. Too bad I cant do that. Just one thought makes me regret saying all this... I just think about the other kids who don't have it this well in there life. I know i should be thankful, don't get me wrong I am but.. There are just times that make me soo angry at everyone &; I just don't know what else to do..