Why am i starting to feel for you again?.. Idk, what it is about you, but you make me feel so special even though I know your not constantly caring for me anymore.. As I am for you. You did me hella wrong, but I don't even know why I forgave you at all. I mean when I found out you cheated on me I honestly let that slip through me, and I honestly didn't even care as much... All I cared was that you actually talked to me still, I miss talking to you.. /: Shiit, Just a couple days ago I was reminiscing about when we were together. When I gave you such a hard time to be with me.. I regret that, so MUCH. It's not cause I didn't wanna be with you, I did. I was just trying to convince myself.. I was just so tired of getting hurt. And I was afraid that you would hurt me. You never hurt me until you decided to end it for whatever reason.. I spent so many months thinking about why you did what you did.. Thinking that I couldn't give you what you wanted.You made me think it WAS MY FAULT.. Until i realized that It was never my fault, cause I didn't do anything wrong.. I remember when you would text me every morning(: and receive late night phone calls from you.. And when you got me shoes for Christmas, I read the box and written on it said
"Baby, i love you. - ____ ___ " I told you that I'm going to keep that little piece of wrapping paper&; Yeah; i still have it.. Ooh, goshhh.. Damn.. I don't even know anymore..
Is this me missing you?
I honestly don't even know anymore..
