Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Words to you...

Okay, so let's start off by him. He makes my heart skip a beat. If I hear your name it makes me wanna just talk about you. I tell stories about you all the time, it's crazy because I have so many stories to tell about you but I'm not quite sure you can do the same. It's okay though, that's not what I ask. Evetytime I watch a movie that has a happyily ever after I can always picture those people in the movies of them being me and you. You take my breath away. I don't think that I'd ever find another guy like you. You are my number one. We had our time and yes it over. It just seems like time is what we need. Just a little time together. Let me prove to you that i'm the girl your looking for. I messed up once and yet so did you.. Why can't we just give it one more try. What's it going to do? If we can't it's okay.. My life will never be the same because were not together but at lease I have you in my life. I'm so lucky that I met you, it's been a year and a week since we met. And I remember it. Oh geebuzz that was an amazing night. I wish I could be straight up with you and tell you how i feel but I get scared. I know I have nothing to be scared of, but ahh.. I don't know. It's hard for me to express myself for some reason. I guess it's a fear I have to over come. Just like another fear I have.. My fear is scared that you won't love me back. I know you love me. I know you do. You just love me in a friend way.. And.. I guess that it's not enough.. But, I guess I'll just take what you give. Nobody could ever compare to you.