We just recently started talking, again. I really like it. We finally got closure, and that's great ! It made me stronger and more comfortable to be able to talk to you. I thought it had made me strong enough for me to tell you how I truly, truly feel. Here I go, I want you to know how I feel about you. I really like you, maybe its more then like. who knows? I know what I did to you was wrong. I admit it, you were right.. I was wrong.. I really couldn't admit it to you then cause i don't like being called out as me being wrong. But, you helped me understand that once in awhile everyone is wrong sometimes. I really enjoyed being with you while it lasted. You told me you wouldn't take me back, I understand. I sat in my room all night thinking about what me and you have been through, and i know we been through a lot. I'm just sorry i couldn't be a better "girlfriend" to you. Now it just feels like im nothing. I'm sorry I fckd up. I know I shouldn't let this be getting to me, but what can i say? I cant help it. I know you don't want to get hurt again, but don't you think that if I was trying this hard to get you back, do you think I would really do that to you again??
"A girl can learn from her mistakes, better than she makes them"- itsJULZxD
"Don't leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love."
-ItsJULZxD
Cont.
If you honestly can answer yes to that question.. Well, to tell you the truth I would honestly try my best to not do that to you again. I'm not going to make any promises cause its too early to tell. And breaking that promise is going to hurt you.. But, I really wouldn't hurt you again. The past is the past. I'm now making a promise to MYSELF that promise that I'm going to keep. & that promise is to "Keep my guard up.." I know its going to be extra hard but I dont know what else to do. In order for me to be happy is to have respect for myself, with out having respect for myself how am i supposed to respect you? I know you already said you didn't want me.. I understand. I got it. Just give me time to get that in sync to my head. I'm just happy we talked this out, and now were on good terms. Thanks<3
DONE.
